ok, so four drinks in during "spa night", perhaps I can unbend enough to post honestly... or maybe not - watching "Much Ado About Nothing" for the billionth time - missing the Tennant production from London this summer - wanting to be anywhere but here - sometimes I think the thing I want the most is to be at the happy ending section of a rom-com movie or play -you know - miss the tough stuff & just jump from the meet-cute to the happy ending - sigh. No such luck.
can I imagine myself with some one, the same someone, forever?
Nope.
Time to drink water. Have a cigarette, & go to bed. Night...
got back from a drunken walk with cigarettes - feeling nicely floaty & don't want to think about various crap that weighs me down
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